Dinner date

I want to dress up and go to dinner date…and take a stroll enjoying the night…..with you❤️

It’s a wrap for 2013!!

Oh what a blast year I had!i have been blessed with everything…u named it..money,time,love,health….alhamdulillah..I’m grateful for Allah have showered me with his blessing..and I pray for forgiveness for I might be enjoying a little too much of it :)

Start off 2013 with heavy feeling..mainly because I hv to live in Qatar which means…my love life going to suck again :) but on the brighter side..it actually gives me opportunity to enjoy my life with the thing I loves most…traveling!!!!been to Iceland is the highlight of my year😍!! Its amazing place to visit and i am able to watch the most breathtaking and beautifull light show in the sky..Aurora!!

And my travelling adventures continue with beautiful streets of Paris…nice cosy stay with a friend in Amsterdam…in May with Mom and sis visiting me in Qatar..headed off to Dubai(been there 3 times!!)and Abu Dhabi…then I went all over Spain,Switzerland and Norway in October!!in total…visited 9 countries this year!!god I hv been blessed…alhamdulillah again and again and again..

2013 also brings me good year of health..no major sickness,alhamdulllilah…and a little bit of extra money for my traveling needs 😊.this is also the year full of loves…time apart made me realize more than ever to appreciate time I had with family and my cats..they are my strength,my bundles of joy..my reason for living..I love you all❤️💖

Last but not least..friends..made new ones and keeping my old ones as well.although some I spent less time with but that small amount of time was a alwys a joyful one and I thank you friends for choosing to be my friend and coping up with me!

One thing for sure that I would do more next year is to give back more…as we enjoy our blessed life..always take time to think and do something for the unfortunate for Allah gracious is for All His creations..


At the end…..

I let it pass because I could live with it, because i could explain it to myself.

You’ve gotta be able to explain things to yourself when the lights go off and you get into bed. You gotta deal with you at the end of the day….

Studies have shown that money can buy happiness the secret is how you spend it:
1) On experiences, not things
2) On others, not just yourself
(via theburiedlife)

So true!

Hi there :)

Hi there,

i have not been blogging for quite some time…but then again..this blog is so personal that i only share it with certain people…and this blog turn out to be my self reflection/diary/ranting page for me…and for that…i keep it private!

lately, i have been feeling some hole deep inside me…like there is something unsatisfying, unsettle,hanging deep inside me. like i don’t do much to give back….that i have been taken things and not giving back! 

and i felt the balance of my life is heavy on one side. i am truly bless with what Allah have given me…and being human, there is always something after another that we keep wish for…we never had enough!!

so my point is that, i have taken much from God for this 28 yrs of living, and i need to start giving back before God can give me more…so that my life balances…so that i will fill the empty spaces inside…so that i will be satisfy again ….

‎”Being realistic, is the most common road travelled to mediocrity. Why would you be realistic? What is the point of being realistic. Tell yourself I’m gonna do it. The second i tell myself I’m going to do it, it’s already done.”

So go out there and do the things you want to do, and get what you REALLY want

Will Smith

holding on

sometimes you are holding onto something coz you have certain believe in it….whether it will come true later or not….it doesn’t really matter….we will find that out later in the future….but to able to believe in something is hoping it will happened….and what life is without hope….thus let us believe!

I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.

Time to move on. People get divorced. Life doesn’t owe you your own personal happy ending especially at another’s, or in this case several others’, expense.
Axl Rose (via jhnmyr)

Yes…indeed its the time to move on!

We can pray for sunny day but it wont stop the rain..no it wont!

I feel like men are more romantic than women. When we get married we marry, like, one girl, ‘cause we’re resistant the whole way until we meet one girl and we think I’d be an idiot if I didn’t marry this girl she’s so great. But it seems like girls get to a place where they just kinda pick the best option… ‘Oh he’s got a good job.’ I mean they spend their whole life looking for Prince Charming and then they marry the guy who’s got a good job and is gonna stick around.
(Dean words)

Take care of yourself

A friend wrote to me….”take care of yourself because everyone who cares about you will be crushed if anything happened to you…that includes me!”

And that is the sweetest ever thing a friend told me…and indeed its true…if i don’t take care of myself…who will????

Please don’t be selfish…if you don’t care about yourself…know that your love ones care about you…they may not say it…but the do…really they do!

Harsh…really harsh!!!

i was on fb chat with my guy fren….we were talking bout one of our friend’s engagement. and i told him…kinda feel miserable that i am now 28 fucking years old and still alone and never been in love….and how much i want to get married…i am simply telling him how i felt and he called me whining bitch!

i was lk wtf???? and he said….everytime he talks to me i constantly talk about how much i want to get married…..that i shld stop bitch about it to him…stop bitching and moaning….stop being friends with married people and all….

disbelieve of what he said to me….i was lk….some friend you are!!!

i knw at times i did bitch about it to much….but its the only way for me rather than bottle it inside me….not only i felt miserable and u freaking tell me to feel miserable and not tell it to people!!

its harsh!if u dont want to hear…fine!but dont freaking call me whining bitch you asshole!!! boy i was stupid to think that ur my good fren!!

It will come in due time

A good friend ask me what i want for my birthday present…and i said..there is nothing i want now more than anything but to have him love me and take me by his hand…. and her replied was..insyaallah…it will come in due time… I’m touched by her words as i knw she is praying for me…so does everyone else around me….God bless all..dear friends❤

every each one of us is beautiful

i was laughing away with my bunch of friends while we on the way to watch movie over pictures of K-pop group…Girls Generations….obviously the guys are digging it…going ga-ga and hu-ha…so gay about it….and i was lk…damn..these girls made me feel UGLY!

suddenly it hit me…what if all the girls in this world is as pretty as those girls from that k-pop group…Girls Generation..and all the guys is as cute as that frontman from FT Island…Hong Ki??

the world going to be a boring place right?all the people looks the same…and there is no more beauty and the beast….coz everybody is beauty….

but really beauty is very subjective…something beautiful to my eyes may not look that beautiful to other person’s eyes….and im only talking bout physical beauty here….not even yet inner beauty which is much more than the physical beauty.

being beautiful is as sucks as being ugly…coz people are focusing on the outside look instead of real beauty…and being ugly or better word perhaps…not so beautiful people…is also sucks because people always look past you as if being not so beautiful is a crime!

anyway, im glad that God created the world filled with people from different physical looks…all beautiful creations with beautiful heart…

its us human that decide that some people is beautiful and some is ugly…coz we dont have that pure of heart i guess….